Womanity ~*I am Her, and She is Me… a Wild thing. She is teaching me, every day, what it means to be free, to be wild. What it looks like, sounds like, tastes like. She is showing me the difference between Wildness and recklessness, Wisdom and inconsideration. Wild things cannot be tethered, cannot be harnessed and domesticated, but they can be discerning, sharp as a razor, and kind in a way that is healing
I have always been told I am, Was, Is….. flawed, broken, damaged, and told those traits are ugly and for the damned and the weak.
I had a major struggle in the last couple of years, I had to close a chapter of my life which involved friendships, time and memories.
I was sad because it was so hard and sad and final. There were no winners or losers, and all souls wept .
After I came to terms to a chapter I have to close , I realized there was some steps that I would have to do.
Step One:
Second Step:
Amen and Amen
I love Mother Teresa’s quotes, now that is a real woman there.
For some reason, Memories started coming back to me when I went to a Blue October Concert in San Francisco They are my favorite band, I respect the lead singer Justin because he sings about dark real life issues, and it made me feel less alone on my path.
There is a signature song of theirs that I hold on to with my heart. It is, “She’s my ride home”. I have always looked for that other person, partner. Then it hit me like a ton of bricks and I came to terms that the “She is also Me”.
Since I have been alone most of my adult life and it has been by choice, I believed I missed a part of life that many people get to experience. I am happy for them, they are blessed.
I was married once twenty years ago, wow! so I now get why people have always asked me why I never got remarried. I was thinking, its been like five minutes, when in reality it has been twenty years. Is that good or bad?
I think I am going to give in to my destiny and walk my path with Me, which would be She…..My Lovely.