Coming to Terms with My Religion VII


The Tribulation is upon us NOW….Christians will go through the Tribulation

trib·u·la·tion

noun

  1. a cause of great trouble or suffering.”the tribulations of being a megastar”
    • a state of great trouble or suffering. “his time of tribulation was just beginning”

My Mother used the Tribulation and Hell, Fire and Damnation to get what She wanted…she used it to manipulate and instill fear into People, so that they will Follow her and her teachings.

I learned very quickly that Christian people were not so kind…they were they worst. The Hypocrisy coming from my Mother and her Religion was harmful, dangerous and abusive.

My mother level of crazy and hypocrisy was already on another level….but when she found out that instilling FEAR was a way to control and hurt people…It was like a drug for her and she went insane with her actions and words.

My mother should of been put in check, and she should of been admitted to an Insane asylum…but she abused and used everyone and everything around her for YEARS.

As a Child growing up in these years, I was always afraid, I did not have any safety of security that I should of gotten from my mother….

She made sure to tell me that I was in real danger because of my sinful mind and heart, and the Tribulation was going to come upon us any day…and we had to be prepared. She stored food, wine, and water so we could survive the impending attack, she said she would protect us with her guns and GOD.

I can’t even describe how afraid I was my whole childhood and truly believed I would not live past my Twenties. It has taken years of therapy and total estrangement from my Family to come to terms with this and learn to heal.

The craziest part is that my Mother and my Siblings all live in Rawlins WY…saying and doing and living exactly like we did when we were growing up. So sad

Published by Tina Sun Henderson

I am a Writer, Artist and Human Rights Advocate. I also have a dream about this project. I wanted to hear the voices of my Sisters. Their Voices speaking truth to power, her stories and dreams, and nightmares that she needs/must express.  “A strong woman stands up for herself. A stronger woman stands up for everybody else.” – Unknown

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